If I believe, and project that I exist thats not love...or he exists that's not love...
Creating projecting a healthy body is not love...
as long as you are projecting a body, thats not perfect, thats not love, thats not God, its made to make you suffer. The healthy body is projected as the perfect torture instrument, crucifixation instrument. A healthy body is the greatest sickness you can create just like cancer and aids. There to be killed... by God.
Gently notice without judgment
So as long as you project a body and believe you are that body you are guilty, you are a victim, you are afraid of God , you are not God... You demand to be punished by God.
But God has no anatomy, or body that can die. God doesnt hate you, and you have never been separated from it.
The dream hasn't started and is already over. You are totally taken care of.
God does not torture, or torture himself.
Jesus was so done torturing himself, that he stopped projecting jesus
and was Being God full time. Undistracted by a body. by fear of himself. Jesus was so done crycifying himself that he couldn't be crucified anymore